Spacing Out

I am in the middle of the day, just happened to browse thru the web in my cubicle...what happened to me?
Last week has a major annoying feeling of detachment and estranged...when I look myself in the mirror, I seem dun recognize myself anymore, who is the guy staring straight back at me? Cold and ruthless and mindless....subliminal brutal in many ways of actions...I am sick of being the laughing stocks of peoples...I stay to be cool and individual...and original...which turns out to be the same as everyone else does it, in a dumber way...
I am wearing a mask, I am lying, to everybody, and even to myself...I am being unfaithful and dishonest...due to all the dismay and distaste I gone through...

Sweetest Illusion

Sweetest Illusion
Originally uploaded by jitterousperth

This has always been my fantasy....
This has always been my dream in the middle of the day....
This has always been the genie hiding at the back of head....
This has always been dwelled inside the memory of the side of my brain....
This has always been the impulsive for me to fight for things which I am craving for....
This has always been the obsession I am willing to surrender....
This is all about her....
The story in between, and the history we made....

Cafe de Kafuka,Tianhe, Guangzhou

Cafe de Kafuka,Tianhe, Guangzhou, originally uploaded by jitterousperth.

This cafe is simply good, providing the refreshments of dessert and drinks; the chilled german beer is a quench to the heat especially in the summer days; mosquitos dazzling around my feet and lucky they do have mos incenses to cast those nosers away and is odorless.

To spend a half day there just to read books or chatting is a nice thing to enjoy...

My days are counting...

Waste Land

Waste Land, originally uploaded by jitterousperth.

What am I?
Being stripped from top to the bottom.

Rest?

Rest?, originally uploaded by jitterousperth.

Really feel like shit today,

Charter at Subic Freeport

Charter at Subic Freeport, originally uploaded by jitterousperth.

Holiday mood kicks in, and recurring back the days in Philippines, the smoothness of the sunsets, so many days I spent on sitting alone waiting the sun going down and going up; the colors merge and mix fascinates me in deep emotions;

Plastic Flower

Plastic Flower, originally uploaded by jitterousperth.

Every corner of my house is new to be discovered by me, instead my usual perspective, I see sth new and beautiful, deviated from the horizons and swap to a new level:)

Flickr

This is a test post from , a fancy photo sharing thing.

Febrary 2008

Feel the thinning of my hair, the softness, and the straightness; dreaming upon tomorrow's daydreaming in the cubicle at office; the holiday will begin in 3 days, and it should only be once a year and the only time to summon of all family members; it is not what it used to be, loosely connected and sparsely distributed, but yet another good thing comes up, a distant relationshop can also be a closed one, only we have the faith to relate and have the enthusiasm to collect.

I love internet of its mobility and power to publish and the freedom to reach to others anytime anywhere, without restrains; now i can express my desolation to myself, and my negative feelings to someone I dun care, or someone I really care; the shelter is that I am invisible and soundless, but yet I am powerful in expression.

This is the night, to be freezed and be frozen upon this stoppable moment...