2009年5月18日星期一
2009年3月25日星期三
A sad day to remember
15 March 2009 is the saddest day to remember...
The call was received at around 10 am from the hospital, on the other side of the line came a voice claiming grandma was in a serious critical condition about to leave us all. I still remember I was fully dress ready to accompany Yan to the rail station to work.
As soon as the line was cutted, we took a cab and rushed there hoping to catch the very last moment; which unfortunately, no one could make it. At 10:10am, grandma offically been declared deceased.
She lied there eyes closed and mouth stayed opened holding onto her last breath; seemingly painless the moment she deceided to leave..who took her away? The last words grandma had spoken to me was that she never really slept in peace. But as for now, I am sure you can rest well with no one disturbing you. After months of ordeals of hanging there in bed, every morning you woke up was another hard day for you, looking forward to something we didnt want to see...removing the tissues from the ankles...it is a sharp pain whenever mentioning it amongst us...
2 weeks have gone and the time I passed along TKW; something always comes to my mind urging me to go visit her as usual; when I come to think about it, there is no need as of now, she is long gone already.
I stole the $5 from the table....but you didnt tell my mom...
When you used to tell me stories of Japs Invasion...
When you asked me to read the letters and I showed a bit impatient, I am sorry...
The call was received at around 10 am from the hospital, on the other side of the line came a voice claiming grandma was in a serious critical condition about to leave us all. I still remember I was fully dress ready to accompany Yan to the rail station to work.
As soon as the line was cutted, we took a cab and rushed there hoping to catch the very last moment; which unfortunately, no one could make it. At 10:10am, grandma offically been declared deceased.
She lied there eyes closed and mouth stayed opened holding onto her last breath; seemingly painless the moment she deceided to leave..who took her away? The last words grandma had spoken to me was that she never really slept in peace. But as for now, I am sure you can rest well with no one disturbing you. After months of ordeals of hanging there in bed, every morning you woke up was another hard day for you, looking forward to something we didnt want to see...removing the tissues from the ankles...it is a sharp pain whenever mentioning it amongst us...
2 weeks have gone and the time I passed along TKW; something always comes to my mind urging me to go visit her as usual; when I come to think about it, there is no need as of now, she is long gone already.
I stole the $5 from the table....but you didnt tell my mom...
When you used to tell me stories of Japs Invasion...
When you asked me to read the letters and I showed a bit impatient, I am sorry...
2008年11月4日星期二
Spacing Out
I am in the middle of the day, just happened to browse thru the web in my cubicle...what happened to me?
Last week has a major annoying feeling of detachment and estranged...when I look myself in the mirror, I seem dun recognize myself anymore, who is the guy staring straight back at me? Cold and ruthless and mindless....subliminal brutal in many ways of actions...I am sick of being the laughing stocks of peoples...I stay to be cool and individual...and original...which turns out to be the same as everyone else does it, in a dumber way...
I am wearing a mask, I am lying, to everybody, and even to myself...I am being unfaithful and dishonest...due to all the dismay and distaste I gone through...
Last week has a major annoying feeling of detachment and estranged...when I look myself in the mirror, I seem dun recognize myself anymore, who is the guy staring straight back at me? Cold and ruthless and mindless....subliminal brutal in many ways of actions...I am sick of being the laughing stocks of peoples...I stay to be cool and individual...and original...which turns out to be the same as everyone else does it, in a dumber way...
I am wearing a mask, I am lying, to everybody, and even to myself...I am being unfaithful and dishonest...due to all the dismay and distaste I gone through...
2008年10月20日星期一
Sweetest Illusion
This has always been my fantasy....
This has always been my dream in the middle of the day....
This has always been the genie hiding at the back of head....
This has always been dwelled inside the memory of the side of my brain....
This has always been the impulsive for me to fight for things which I am craving for....
This has always been the obsession I am willing to surrender....
This is all about her....
The story in between, and the history we made....
This has always been my dream in the middle of the day....
This has always been the genie hiding at the back of head....
This has always been dwelled inside the memory of the side of my brain....
This has always been the impulsive for me to fight for things which I am craving for....
This has always been the obsession I am willing to surrender....
This is all about her....
The story in between, and the history we made....
2008年6月17日星期二
Cafe de Kafuka,Tianhe, Guangzhou
This cafe is simply good, providing the refreshments of dessert and drinks; the chilled german beer is a quench to the heat especially in the summer days; mosquitos dazzling around my feet and lucky they do have mos incenses to cast those nosers away and is odorless.
To spend a half day there just to read books or chatting is a nice thing to enjoy...
My days are counting...
2008年5月22日星期四
2008年3月13日星期四
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