2010年4月24日星期六

Rage

The speaker fell off and got smacked. It's all in the rage.


-- Jitterousperth's iPhone

2010年4月10日星期六

Very obvious

It is apparent. The things we both undergoing are on the same patterns; only vice versa.

That one is obviously attractive on certain extent that keeps her connected and attached...but not caring enough, that's a trait of a typical bad boy:)

Whereas me is still a caring type but unfortunately not attractive, a huge drawback to lay attentions upon.

So her move is always finding a backdoor to fulfill her comfort zone, that is unfortunately, me.

Be wise, how and what she wronged you in the past. Same as the married one, she admitted and that was the truth even on the unmanned speaking. That was not important anymore. I do not care, why should I care, it's simply none of my kind business anymore :)

It is a game afterall, and now I am start learning the rules. Do you?


-- Jitterousperth's iPhone

2010年3月22日星期一

2010年3月21日星期日

Finding a new way


Headless Hips, originally uploaded by Jitterousperth.

I am lost in my 30's....abandoned repeatedly, lost my feelings and my heart...once I put my devotions on it, then been turned against me in a bad shape...I am..in a bad shape now...

Yesterday went to Shenzhen for a studio shooting, and realized only would be good if the studio consisted of myself and the model; then would be more flexible and easier for leading the model in my command for different positions...other than that, it would be a mess.

Today is Leo's wedding.

2010年3月17日星期三

Impossible


Impossible, originally uploaded by Jitterousperth.

I am thinking nothing..when I came to recall the wound under the chin..a small hole, in a pink flesh, and blood...well, her sister was in shock; be honest that was unexpected to me how deep was the wound...another unexpected is another guy came in, appeared to be someone I heard of...when three of us left he stayed there for a while beside the bed, that was a real weird moment...the reason I was there

2010年3月16日星期二

Leakage


It is deflating...with my head upon the sheet.

Achieved nil so far, for so many months staying paranoid...

I am in a never-ending coma unwilling to wake up...

Look outside the windows is still transparent...or is it?


-- Jitterousperth's iPhone

1 Week to Marriage


1 Week to Marriage, originally uploaded by Jitterousperth.

This taken yesterday at the Harbor with heavy fog. Do I look okay?