It has been quite a while that I ever produced anything for Yan. Lately have been a but depressed on the works and others. A bit excited about the new opportunity then comes to think about is not yet a reality for me to fulfill, I am still insufficient of something yet; a certain integrity I lack, which throughout the past 4 years this has been developing very slow.
And now Leo comes back, ever get the feeling of estranged and weirdness. I dunno how to explain that in specifics. The world changes so fast so does everyone else... the shift of empathy towards a new realm...confusion on the new horizon. Anyway it is meaningless.
And comes to the overseas side, pretty disappointed on their acts, especially on certain people's attitude and choices. Without even a notice or whisper, they tend to play dumb...this is a absolute dismay on the outcome of their actions. The past just let it die and seal since that is absolutely meaningless at all. This love should only reserve to certain restricted someone, not a generic so-called friendship. As there are none.
I enjoy the moment she unwrapped the book that belongs to her. Heavenly-Sent, Angel. Even the subtitle matches her real name in the meaning. She guessed it was puzzles made out of her photos, nope, a card? nope. Nothing but a self-designed collection of her photographs made with words I want to say.
This one year and 2 months being with her seems long enough to know a person. But still I enjoy sharing my joys with her.
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