Sunday Night

We met at 7 hung hom station, feeling just like old times only one thing different, I behaved very well. With last night's men talk, I elaborated a bit to her.

We had a beer first while she being upset while waiting for dinner which is annoying. I do feel offended, unlike the old times. Cool down a bit and received the call from the restaurant with the vacant table.

Very good on the food they served.





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Location:Hung Hom

4 AM Sunday Morning

Indeed very tired from the outside，had a beer then hit MK for night serving. We had beef chunks. Then took him to the nearest hotel and we both taxied home.
Called it a day! Since 2 pm onwards working for Eleanor at her office.


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Location:Home

31 Dec 09 Declared Death

I wore black and met her by the Charter Bank for her Insurance Policy, the way she signed was like a divorce papers to me. Afterwards we headed to Starbucks for a final coffee. There she made up her mind to stay single. I judged that from my last 2 days' observation via the phone conversation. She was calm and never wanted to see me in person, stay aloof...I let her think and she made her choice, in fact we both made our choices.

I came to ask her the reasons, why on earth? Why all of a sudden? Why on the last day of 2009? Why have to be on the same month after I lost my job? It has to be a bad timing, a very fucking bad timing indeed for me....I never stay happy throughout this month..I feel desperate, and helpless....and there another great thing happened comes around...she loses interest and refused to resume....very indeed meaningful...to me as a leaping development.

Am I not doing enough? I keep asking myself...maybe I am stupid, in fact I think I am...once again, I have a string sense of feeling stupid and rejected....very very nice indeed...and Should accept this failure...or what are my choices anyway?

I swallowed them all, at the cost of ripping my heart apart....

More negative dismays are waiting for me to catch up...

And I am the only one, alone in the Dark again....

The Day closing in

Now is the time to see the true colors of them, 2 of them I used to be very good to them. Now comes to this situation they both turned a deaf ear. What is wrong with it anyway?

The coming week will be a hard time for me...

Yan's 26nd Birthday

It has been quite a while that I ever produced anything for Yan. Lately have been a but depressed on the works and others. A bit excited about the new opportunity then comes to think about is not yet a reality for me to fulfill, I am still insufficient of something yet; a certain integrity I lack, which throughout the past 4 years this has been developing very slow.

And now Leo comes back, ever get the feeling of estranged and weirdness. I dunno how to explain that in specifics. The world changes so fast so does everyone else... the shift of empathy towards a new realm...confusion on the new horizon. Anyway it is meaningless.

And comes to the overseas side, pretty disappointed on their acts, especially on certain people's attitude and choices. Without even a notice or whisper, they tend to play dumb...this is a absolute dismay on the outcome of their actions. The past just let it die and seal since that is absolutely meaningless at all. This love should only reserve to certain restricted someone, not a generic so-called friendship. As there are none.

I enjoy the moment she unwrapped the book that belongs to her. Heavenly-Sent, Angel. Even the subtitle matches her real name in the meaning. She guessed it was puzzles made out of her photos, nope, a card? nope. Nothing but a self-designed collection of her photographs made with words I want to say.

This one year and 2 months being with her seems long enough to know a person. But still I enjoy sharing my joys with her.

A PowerPoint Presentation for Iseway 2 Oct 2009

Uninvited, and soon be banished... sometimes I am wondering what was wrong and why they did this to me?

A New Soul

Seems this has been going on for a while and both of us keep ignoring the real fact...until lately the conflicts might seem unbearable to a certain extent...this might take a while to accomplish.

When I think closely it seems the decent thing to do and the karma has put into a full swing from now on. I have not done anything wrong in this, but considering the future in a more foreseeable way, it is a positive riddance, for both of us.

I need support but not nuisance and complain and indecision, not hesitation nor untruthfulness. Or else I should be more disciplined in many ways...and similiarity factor is crucial...enjoy what we enjoy and participate in what I indulgue most. And forget about the worries and move forward and be Tech Savvy as I always am.