Now is the time to see the true colors of them, 2 of them I used to be very good to them. Now comes to this situation they both turned a deaf ear. What is wrong with it anyway?
The coming week will be a hard time for me...
2009年10月2日星期五
2009年9月29日星期二
Yan's 26nd Birthday
It has been quite a while that I ever produced anything for Yan. Lately have been a but depressed on the works and others. A bit excited about the new opportunity then comes to think about is not yet a reality for me to fulfill, I am still insufficient of something yet; a certain integrity I lack, which throughout the past 4 years this has been developing very slow.
And now Leo comes back, ever get the feeling of estranged and weirdness. I dunno how to explain that in specifics. The world changes so fast so does everyone else... the shift of empathy towards a new realm...confusion on the new horizon. Anyway it is meaningless.
And comes to the overseas side, pretty disappointed on their acts, especially on certain people's attitude and choices. Without even a notice or whisper, they tend to play dumb...this is a absolute dismay on the outcome of their actions. The past just let it die and seal since that is absolutely meaningless at all. This love should only reserve to certain restricted someone, not a generic so-called friendship. As there are none.
I enjoy the moment she unwrapped the book that belongs to her. Heavenly-Sent, Angel. Even the subtitle matches her real name in the meaning. She guessed it was puzzles made out of her photos, nope, a card? nope. Nothing but a self-designed collection of her photographs made with words I want to say.
This one year and 2 months being with her seems long enough to know a person. But still I enjoy sharing my joys with her.
And now Leo comes back, ever get the feeling of estranged and weirdness. I dunno how to explain that in specifics. The world changes so fast so does everyone else... the shift of empathy towards a new realm...confusion on the new horizon. Anyway it is meaningless.
And comes to the overseas side, pretty disappointed on their acts, especially on certain people's attitude and choices. Without even a notice or whisper, they tend to play dumb...this is a absolute dismay on the outcome of their actions. The past just let it die and seal since that is absolutely meaningless at all. This love should only reserve to certain restricted someone, not a generic so-called friendship. As there are none.
I enjoy the moment she unwrapped the book that belongs to her. Heavenly-Sent, Angel. Even the subtitle matches her real name in the meaning. She guessed it was puzzles made out of her photos, nope, a card? nope. Nothing but a self-designed collection of her photographs made with words I want to say.
This one year and 2 months being with her seems long enough to know a person. But still I enjoy sharing my joys with her.
A PowerPoint Presentation for Iseway 2 Oct 2009
Uninvited, and soon be banished... sometimes I am wondering what was wrong and why they did this to me?
2009年8月14日星期五
A New Soul
Seems this has been going on for a while and both of us keep ignoring the real fact...until lately the conflicts might seem unbearable to a certain extent...this might take a while to accomplish.
When I think closely it seems the decent thing to do and the karma has put into a full swing from now on. I have not done anything wrong in this, but considering the future in a more foreseeable way, it is a positive riddance, for both of us.
I need support but not nuisance and complain and indecision, not hesitation nor untruthfulness. Or else I should be more disciplined in many ways...and similiarity factor is crucial...enjoy what we enjoy and participate in what I indulgue most. And forget about the worries and move forward and be Tech Savvy as I always am.
When I think closely it seems the decent thing to do and the karma has put into a full swing from now on. I have not done anything wrong in this, but considering the future in a more foreseeable way, it is a positive riddance, for both of us.
I need support but not nuisance and complain and indecision, not hesitation nor untruthfulness. Or else I should be more disciplined in many ways...and similiarity factor is crucial...enjoy what we enjoy and participate in what I indulgue most. And forget about the worries and move forward and be Tech Savvy as I always am.
2009年5月19日星期二
New Chance!!!
Looks like this is another opportunity to make money and also make connection there at Manila...works already been assigned and I am still designing the workflow of the tasks and wish it can be finished as soon as possible and not letting someone wait and be down....
If I have faith and have brains (hope so), there will be no problem in fulfilling all the goals and objectives we have established.
Next Monday, Manila here I go!!!!
If I have faith and have brains (hope so), there will be no problem in fulfilling all the goals and objectives we have established.
Next Monday, Manila here I go!!!!
2009年5月18日星期一
2009年3月25日星期三
A sad day to remember
15 March 2009 is the saddest day to remember...
The call was received at around 10 am from the hospital, on the other side of the line came a voice claiming grandma was in a serious critical condition about to leave us all. I still remember I was fully dress ready to accompany Yan to the rail station to work.
As soon as the line was cutted, we took a cab and rushed there hoping to catch the very last moment; which unfortunately, no one could make it. At 10:10am, grandma offically been declared deceased.
She lied there eyes closed and mouth stayed opened holding onto her last breath; seemingly painless the moment she deceided to leave..who took her away? The last words grandma had spoken to me was that she never really slept in peace. But as for now, I am sure you can rest well with no one disturbing you. After months of ordeals of hanging there in bed, every morning you woke up was another hard day for you, looking forward to something we didnt want to see...removing the tissues from the ankles...it is a sharp pain whenever mentioning it amongst us...
2 weeks have gone and the time I passed along TKW; something always comes to my mind urging me to go visit her as usual; when I come to think about it, there is no need as of now, she is long gone already.
I stole the $5 from the table....but you didnt tell my mom...
When you used to tell me stories of Japs Invasion...
When you asked me to read the letters and I showed a bit impatient, I am sorry...
The call was received at around 10 am from the hospital, on the other side of the line came a voice claiming grandma was in a serious critical condition about to leave us all. I still remember I was fully dress ready to accompany Yan to the rail station to work.
As soon as the line was cutted, we took a cab and rushed there hoping to catch the very last moment; which unfortunately, no one could make it. At 10:10am, grandma offically been declared deceased.
She lied there eyes closed and mouth stayed opened holding onto her last breath; seemingly painless the moment she deceided to leave..who took her away? The last words grandma had spoken to me was that she never really slept in peace. But as for now, I am sure you can rest well with no one disturbing you. After months of ordeals of hanging there in bed, every morning you woke up was another hard day for you, looking forward to something we didnt want to see...removing the tissues from the ankles...it is a sharp pain whenever mentioning it amongst us...
2 weeks have gone and the time I passed along TKW; something always comes to my mind urging me to go visit her as usual; when I come to think about it, there is no need as of now, she is long gone already.
I stole the $5 from the table....but you didnt tell my mom...
When you used to tell me stories of Japs Invasion...
When you asked me to read the letters and I showed a bit impatient, I am sorry...
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