I did nothing
2010年3月22日星期一
2010年3月21日星期日
Finding a new way
I am lost in my 30's....abandoned repeatedly, lost my feelings and my heart...once I put my devotions on it, then been turned against me in a bad shape...I am..in a bad shape now...
Yesterday went to Shenzhen for a studio shooting, and realized only would be good if the studio consisted of myself and the model; then would be more flexible and easier for leading the model in my command for different positions...other than that, it would be a mess.
Today is Leo's wedding.
2010年3月17日星期三
Impossible
I am thinking nothing..when I came to recall the wound under the chin..a small hole, in a pink flesh, and blood...well, her sister was in shock; be honest that was unexpected to me how deep was the wound...another unexpected is another guy came in, appeared to be someone I heard of...when three of us left he stayed there for a while beside the bed, that was a real weird moment...the reason I was there
2010年3月16日星期二
2010年3月15日星期一
Guilty
I deleted few of the photos taken before; in fact someone been asking me why still have new updates of those, new ones or re-edited ones, I lied. No point of fitting a room inside of me for what is done is done, I should move on, and face myself. Myself is hideously ugly and ashamed...faithless and staying low, not wanting to meet anyone, and not wanting to talk to anyone...The soul is even hollower than before.
I remember that night on the way home, numb and unspeakable...when the picture comes again in my vision, I smile...in my face...
Just like today....I only see darkness
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